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[12 Jul 2007|06:07pm] |
So I was working the other and these two British guys came by and asked for applications I was so excited to hear them talk.. They said Cheers instead of thank you! <3
I hope they get the jobs haha I am so pathetic
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[07 Jul 2007|12:48am] |
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I'm depressed
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[18 Jun 2007|11:50pm] |
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grrrr
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[29 May 2007|05:17pm] |
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I haven't updated in a long time
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[04 Apr 2007|10:21am] |
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I leave for CHINA today
hahahaha CHINA
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[21 Mar 2007|02:42pm] |
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I was in a good mood today.
I guess senior banquet is a date thing so now I need to start thinking about a date. Again. I thought I left all that crap behind with prom.
I watched Little Miss Sunshine yesterday and I was strangely attracted to the gay depressed uncle which was weird.
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[16 Mar 2007|09:43pm] |
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its so stupid but I feel so lonely lately
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[07 Mar 2007|04:02pm] |
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I can't believe we are going to CHINA
I asked Mr Chen today about the time difference. He said it is 12 or 13 hours
It's on the other side of the fucking world
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[06 Mar 2007|06:17pm] |
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Yesterday my dad was driving the car, my car - the car that I learned to drive on and spent all last year and last summer acting like an idiot with my friends in - and it broke down. Apparently it blew a gasket, and we would have had to replace the gas tank and fuel pump anyway so now we are selling it for parts and buying a new used car. I love that car. I don't want it to go away to some junk yard. It has so many memories.
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[24 Feb 2007|08:47pm] |
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I feel so weird lately. I had a week off to hang out with all my friends and do dumb shit all the time but I blew it sitting on my ass watching tv. It's so weird I just don't feel like hanging out with my friends and I get so anxious when I have to call them or talk to them like I don't want to talk to them at all. And then I put off all my homework till friday so that I couldn't hang out with anyone on the weekend. I have this feeling that during the summer I am going to lose all my friends because I'm not motivated enough to actually want to hang out with them outside of school. God its like I have social anxiety disorder or something. Today I was so happy to get out of the house to get away from my family but I was going to Walmart but I wanted to stay away from them so long I just walked around Walmart for 20 minutes to stall. How fucked up is that?
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[22 Feb 2007|10:20pm] |
My mom is driving me insane because she is acting so dependent and then tries to do all the stuff she wants me to do so she doesn't inconvenience me. She makes me want to kill myself and all of those around me. And I can't get online because she might need to call the doctor and I can't leave the house because she can't take a shit by herself.
I hate vacations I lose my mind during the week
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| Today's Message |
[22 Feb 2007|04:59pm] |
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"Oh yes. Welcome, welcome all. In the middle of this parrothead madness this evening we thought it would be appropriate to take a few minutes of your time to reflect on a little spiritual, spiritual healing. Heal'em up sister. We have such a choir with us this evening. We can't wait to hear all of you sing with us. That's why we're here. We heard you all on a couple of songs already. The only thing is, it's not nice to beat Jimmy to the words of his own song. Yes, we white people been working on rhythm for a while but we've got a long way to go. So when we get to this next song we'd like for you to sing. I know that some of you may be a little hesitant here. The climate that's going around these days because some pea-brained people think that some of my songs are obscene and nasty. We know better don't we? But I just feel sorry for the ones that don't. It's just that the times have moved so far ahead of 'em they're back in the pea-brained past. Time has moved so fast, I will give you a couple of examples. Today, a pair of tennis shoes costs more than a lot of your first automobiles did. I had a hundred dollar pick-up truck back in those days. I know. Can I get an AMEN for a hundred dollar pick-up truck? Today there are two Madonnas. Our Lady of Fatima over here, and that woman from Michigan runnin' around Italy with Warren Beatty over here. Looks like Helen of Troy. Sue me baby sue me, yeah. And uh, we don't want you to think of this song in those terms because this song that we're about to get you to help us with is not a nasty, obscene song. It is a love song, from a slightly different point of view, that's all. And before we sing it we just want to bring you a little message of peace, prosperity, and hope in such a trouble world today. But Reverened Jim has a few things he thinks could work to solve our world problems and our world tensions. First of all, we send all the presidents of the savings and loans associations over to run the country of Iraq. That would solve two problems right there. And world peace, I've got an answer for world peace. We take the money that it'd cost us to build just one B-1 bomber, that one that doesn't work. We change it into five dollar bills. We put all of this money into bags and we fly over the Atlantic Ocean, past Europe because they're getting their shit togehter anyway. We drop this money on the Russian people. All those little tiny pictures of Abraham Lincoln come tumblin' down out of the sky. I want them to feel those sawbucks in their hands. You know how your money feels when you accidently leave it in your blue jeans and you take it out and it's all warm and soft, oooh! Well we let those Russian people hang on to that money for about a week and then we fly back over there. We fill our airplanes full of mail order catalogs from L.L. Bean. From up in Columbus, Sporty's Pilot Shop. And Victoria's Secret! The Russian people have this money in their hand, the catalogs come down. They look at those pictures on the opening pages of the Victoria's Secret catalog, not back in the outdoors section, you know what I'm talking about right? They got the money, they got the catalogs, they're going to get the idea. They send all the money back to us to buy the stuff. We have full employment. There's world peace, and the Russians have crotch-less underwear through the twenty-first century! Thank you! So I hope you have no hesitation about joining us in this song. As I said, it is just a love song, from a different point of view..."
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[12 Nov 2006|05:51pm] |
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I feel so emo today
its rainy and..and and rainy
I want to get out of this town so bad lately but I want to like transplant the people I like with me
wouldn't it be cool if this was like the matrix but instead of waking up to a weird robot world we would wake up to like candyland and there would be candy cane trees and rivers of chocolate and..uh..unicorns
damn now I want chocolate really really badly
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[11 Nov 2006|06:04pm] |
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my mom will not shut the fuck up about me being bipolar and now I'm beginning to see it
what the fuuuccckk
I can't wait till college
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[29 Oct 2006|01:57pm] |
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everytime I drink I don't think anything is going to happen then I end up doing something stupid and not remembering it in the morning..
fuuuckkkk
sometimes I wish I would just get in a car crash and then no one would remember anything about me except that I was in a car crash
ok that didn't make sense
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[01 Oct 2006|10:24pm] |
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eh
weird day today
mixed feelings
mmm I feel guilty when I miss him :/
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[30 Sep 2006|04:11pm] |
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that's right bitch
toga day is gonna rock
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[30 Sep 2006|12:14am] |
mmm this weekend is a repeat of last weekend
I am such a loser
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[30 Sep 2006|12:09am] |
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I just got really really sad because I realized that no one is going to stand outside my window holding a radio over their head
and because I discovered that my fucking brother's fucking cat peed on my adidas pants and they smell really bad
I lover those pants
RIP pants you will be avenged
maybe I'll pee on the cat to get back at it
hahah lmfao me trying to catch a cat and pee on it
thats funny
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[23 Sep 2006|10:25am] |
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went to the heart walk this morning...nothing really special there it pisses me off when the people in nhs don't even try to pretend to do the fundraisers ..I think maybe ten people showed up out of about thirty hmm w/e guess its not my problem
might be going to the football game with erica and emily and maybe the other emily makes up for the crazy friday night of grocery shopping with my mom
I am such a social butterfly
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